Okay, we both agreed that on 1st Dec, will be a decision day. A decision whether to be together or not...
ends at 8:06 PM
Monday, November 2, 2009Y
Hope
I hope you will understand why i nv call u back.
I am so scared.. so scared to hear your hurtful words again. I think i am unable to cope by myself.
I am sorry for all the mess. Really sorry. And now i only hope for the chance to change and to walk the journey with you again like we did in the past. But why i dun see this coming near?
I am so scared to call u, i scared you will find me a nuisance. I dun wan to keep calling you and sms u.. i dun wan to be ur nuisance... Do you know how much pain i have to go thru myself? Didnt you know how sorry i am? Didnt you know how much i wanted to be with u? Didnt you know how much i wanted to change?
I noe.. u muz be thinking tat i am throwing temper now. I am showing my attitude again. But you nv know how afraid i am to face u.. to hear ur hurtful words again and again...
I will not call or sms u anymore.. i dun wan to be your nuisance.. i will wait till the day u call me...
Take care.. sorry that i couldnt give u happiness but nuisance...