I have so much to ask.. so much to think... but there are no answers from him...
What can i do to make you come back? Why do you want to give up? You really dun wan baby le? Wat are you thinking?
I am afraid to face everything... pple say, continue your life and move on, you will feel better. I thought so. But i am unable to do it.. My life is all about him. How do i move on without him? How? Holding on is really tough..
Is there still chance?
ends at 5:25 AM
Monday, October 26, 2009Y
Had a fall
I had a fall just now.. and it starts to hurts.. my knee got bruised.
ends at 7:10 AM
Thursday, October 22, 2009Y
Painful
I am so painful now... to let go...
Why things happen so sudden? Maybe you are right.. some things may seem alright for me, but not for u..
Maybe things already started long ago which i din realised it...
But i cant accept the facts. The facts that you are gone. The facts that you are ready to let go. The facts that we are unable to walk thru this obstacles again.
We quarrelled, we argued, we fight.. but we always walk thru all of them.. but y cant this time?
Y are you so persistent? Y are you so confirm? Y there is no 1 more chance?
Jus 1 last chance, don't we deserve it? 5 years... our love for 5 years... really nothing to compromise?
Maybe your love has faded.. this is wad i am repeating to myself.. i cant bring myself to believe that you are actually gone and you do not love me anymore... i cant believe tat.. Wad i believe is u r a man of words, u will not promise me anything that u are unable to fulfil it.. You promise me you'll love me, you wan me to be in ur life... and now?? i keep asking myself this question.. wad is it so hard that you have to let go? Is it easy to let go?
If its easy, den how u do it? tell me how u do it..
I just hope for 1 more chance, i dun wan to let go jus like tat. But u totally shut me off...
I am speechless.... alone.. and devastated.. i dunno wad to do now...
