♥ Lin ...

Friday, April 29, 2005Y

friday nite..

Now i realise how hard is working life.. haiz.. tml hv to go back office work.. by right dun need de wor.. by left.. need lo.. hv some undone things.. customer delay my work.. now i hv to go back tml.. i am sick leh~~ yet my colleague dun wan to help me out sia.. sobz sobz.. dunno is selfish leh or wad.. i think ar.. to them sick is no big deal lo....... still hv to work de lo.. playing with my brother de hp <> cool men tis phone.. heh heh.. wanna get myself a phone oso.. but still thinking wad to buy.. any suggestion? feel free to let me noe k.

By the way, i am helping my frd to see GV movie redemption ticket. $7 per ticket. Its for redemption de.. can redem for any movie any time even during public holiday leh!!! grab it while stock last k..u can order any amt..the earlier u order, the faster u can get the ticket.. let me noe if u r interested hoh.. valid for one yr lo.. great lobang leh.. wanna share tis with u all.. now movie ticket increase price liao.. sianz sia.. government realli noe how to eat pple money sia.. we down here work so hard.. everything oso so ex.. haiz.. wadever.. lol..

Tml going facial with cin le~ yea~ ahahz.. its at toa payoh, modern beauty.. dunno good anot.. but quite ex.. tml try le will update here k.. gtg.. enjoy my friday nite~ciao~

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Wednesday, April 27, 2005Y

sick again le..

Yea~~~ 2 days MC... wahhaaha.. dunnoe tml wan go anot.. maybe go for a while ba.. go settle some work first.. if not tuesday back sure alot of things to do de.. hmmmm... today went orchard shoppin with cin and ling wor.. bought alot of things for myself... long time nv meet pastamania le.. jus now went eat with them.. *yummy* feeling much better emotionally le.. i still hv my frds support..especially my H.O.S.. love them loads.. they r the best.. keke.. jus taken my medicine.. need to rest le wor.. looking forward to tis sunday.. going for facial with cin~ wahahha... we r behaving like tai tai sia.. last week hairdo, tis week facial,nx week leh? go spa. ahha.. enjoy life sia.... *roll eyes* chao~buai buai

listening to Brian_McFadden_&_Delta_Goodrem_Almost_Here

I hate tis... hate to fall sick.. hate to fall in love.. hate to be heartbroken.. hate tears.. hate myself too.. Why r u leaving? Where is the fairy tales tat u hv promised me?

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heartbroken

:: 0258am ::
damn! i cant slp.. realli cant slp.. dunno how oso.. later still got work leh.. dunno wan to go slp or dun wan slp liao and wait for the time to pass sia.. jia lat.. dun feel tired at all.. but feeling sick.. haiz.. y muz i fall sick at tis point of time.. nothing seem smooth to me sia.. work stress la, falling sick la,no money la,love sux la.. haiz.. wads life men...

:: To someone whom i thought we r fairy tales ::

I thought we r fairy tales.. i thought we will be happily ever after.. i am wrong.. y cant i be right? u r so different from others, tats y i thought u r my fairy tales.. but it turn out i am not ur angel.. how come things turned out tis way? W.H.Y ? once again i drop my tears.. i noe u r sad too.. but y didnt u hold me back? wad hv i done wrong again? wad i did again? i noe.. its all my fault.. i shldnt hv keep quarrel with u.. shldnt hv make u angry again and again.. but.. i jus dun understand.. i wanted to give u surprise.. and u were angry.. i jus wan to see u.. and u dun wan.. u said i will angry whenever u come find me without telling me.. i knew i shldnt hv angry with u, tats y i thought when i go find u, u wun angry with me cos u oso dun wan me to angry with u when u come find me.. and... i am waititng for u to come find me once again.. too bad.. u nv did again.. and tis time, i wanted to surprise u.. and.. u r angry.. tats how we end our story.. u told me u r tired.. where is the passion u had for me? where is the 'sayang' u used to had for me? where is the patience u used to had for me? i cant feel tat anymore.. not anymore.. from the first day we met, u already knew wad kind of person i am.. and u nv give up on me.. tats y i thought u r my fairy tales.. though i still hv my past hanging in the air.. but u said u will give me time..tats where ur patience comes.. tats y i thought u r my fairy tales.. i am trying hard.. i am almost done.. but u hit me to the ground.. now i am so hurt.. jus a little more time.. and i am done.. i promise we will be happily ever after... where is the patience u used to hv? no more fairy tales.. cos u r gone..
What shld i do now? i am feeling lost.. maybe now u r gone, u will feel much happier.. i dunnoe.. wadever it is.. i wish u all the best.. and.. take good care of urself..

:: From someone whom she thought they r fairy tales ::

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Tuesday, April 26, 2005Y

where is the hope i used to have?

Where is the hope i used to have? keep asking myself this.. haiz.. i dunno wad happen to me... very moody this few days.. no life for everything.. for life.. for work.. for frds.. hmmmm my this job realli give me alot of stress.. see, i jus started leh, stress come liao.haha.. i can see my future le.. last sat i was out with cin, den we tok abt life, and we both agreed tat we r not career minded...so? meanin better married off with a rich guy and be a 'tai tai' wahahaha... haiz cant slp sia though i am tired!! this afternoon selene sms me wor.. worried for her neh~ hopefully she is fine.. dun worry gal, i will be there k? ^_*

suddenly remember alex bdae on this mth but forget which day.. jus called him and ask him the date LOL.. i noe i very bo xim. but at least i can remembered is this mth lo.. by the way, he is still the same lo.. still cant walk, but can stand up le.. he very hao ming... no need work still got his NS pay de.. not like me.. hv to stress in order to get my money.. haiz.. ku ming ar ku ming ar.. *as if onli me ku ming* hahaha... think i better try to slp.. pray tat i can hv sweet dreams thru out.. pray tat i can be happy everyday... pray tat i will find comfort in my job.. last but not least.. pray tat GOD will watch over everyone.. ja~neh~

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Sunday, April 24, 2005Y

no sat and sun

Last 2 days very lazy to blog.. too much things happen liao... too much to say all here.. sat went to do my hair with cin.. keke.. nice hairdo ya.. den went crab-ing with ron and his gang at nite.. sunday go eat crab..lol.. funny sia.. so sianz now.. hving lunch break now.. nothing to do, alone in the office.. today not goin to eat le.. no appetite oso.. dunno y i feel so lonely in the office.. like cant find anyone to click with de.. haiz.. how? everytime jus tag along with jaslyn.. but dunno y she seem to be like another person le.. she's not the same tat i noe 2 yrs ago le wor..

Monday...monday is so boring.. nothing to do... no wonder pple always say 'monday blue'.. heh heh.. Hopefully the rest of my day will be better ba..

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Friday, April 22, 2005Y

Finally friday

Jus come in to say........

I am so boredd

I am so tiredd

I am so stresss

I am goin to slpp

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005Y

betray

Ytd was a bad day for me.. everything dun seem ok for me.. Somehow or rather like kanna betray by my frd.. someone who i look upon as my frd.. not some other pple's frd.. I understand her position.I nv blame her. Jus feeling sad,cos the crack will be there always liao.. haiz.. and ytd doctor give me a jab~ dunno is good or bad? lol.. good as in my rashes can faster be cured.. bad is.. of cos the pain la.. and he dunno got standard anot... jab for so long..!

I miss selene.. selene if u happened to see tis, wanna let u noe i miss u.. miss those times hanging out and gossiping together.. now u seemed so bz, and i got work liao, think very hard can go out often le.. but u dun overworked.. muz look after ur health.. dun force urself too much to forget things.. all things need time de.. let natural take its course k? *winks*

Later goin out with H.O.S .. so happy.. they r always my comfort, my love, my everything.. Thank GOD for them.. *muackz* cin is back from taiwan~ and meaning.. my present is back..ahhahaz... think of it... *jumping for joy*.. though she gone for 2 weeks onli, miss her like mad liao... like so long nv see her crazy crazy.. keke..

p/s: listening to Brian_McFadden_-_11_-_Almost_Here__Delta_Goodrem.MP3 again!!!!

Back from shoppin le~ together with danlin,yen and cin.. haiz.. so sad.. suppose to meet ling de.. but she nv even give me a call.. waited for her call leh.. and rong so late den can come out.. so in the end oso nv meet.. haiz.. we r drifting apart le.. sad sad sad... i am so tired.. everytime wan to meet but all its either not free or last min cannot de.. sianz lo.. Jus now bought myself a
lanyard to hold my card, a container to hold my stationary.. all very cute de.. i wan to decorate my office table till nice nice wor.. let pple envy me.. whahahaha.. * think too much* and finally.. my radio leg r in good use now.. can bring tat radio leg to my office le.. its a present on my bdae last yr from kelvin and his gf.. hmmm... ya! dunno how r they liao, dunno still together anot.. heh heh.. ya.. tats my day... not too bad ya.. keke.. sweet dreams for all~

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Monday, April 18, 2005Y

So sianz

::1.48pm::
Now in office.. today came back early during lunch.. nothing to do oso.. today realli very sianz.. my colleagues all like not very free today..no time to train me too.. very slack ar~ bored to death. Officially training start nx mth sia.. haiz.. working life is realli very different from sch life.. lol.. so much difference. And.. realise something.. need to be independent..lol.. working society very scary de.. all sorts of pple.. all sorts of things happen everyday.. realli so tired.. hv to wake up so early and slp so early.. hv to cut down many nite activities.. how i wish i can go study now.. how i wish i can enjoy life and dun work :p.. can.. married off lo.. ahaha... anyway i am thinking of goin back studies.. maybe wait for another yr or so ba.. work & earn more money.. save money and go take bike licsence..den..... buy a bike of cos~ heh heh * winks*

And today is my father bdae.. bought him a shaver.. at least much more better den the one he is using now.. too bad yuan bro not at home ( holiday-ing) now.. if not, will hv more pple to celebrate.. so tired after a long day work.. pen off le.. lazy liao.. need to slp... ZZZzz more..

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Sunday, April 17, 2005Y

10th day

::0324pm::
But when I need you You're almost here And I know that's Not enough But when I'm with you I'm close to tears' Cause you're only almost here.. powerful leh tis song.. have been playing and playing this song... damn damn nice lo.. so tired.. ytd nite very late den slp.. today nearly late.. lucky selene call me.. hehe.. Jus back from braddel height CC.. go see lion dance competition.. and i saw sly!!!!! he's cool lo.. so shuai.. so rock.. haha.. after tat go mac with peng and joycelyn and take our lunch.. selene go for her meeting le.. bad lo her, pang seh me :p.. *jokin*

Haiz.. hope after today, she will noe wad she realli want liao.. as for me.. still as confused as last few days.. i dunno y.. realli dunno y i am thinking of him.. he is drunk for the past 2 days.. worried for him. And he tok alot of rubbish to me.. ya, its rubbish, i knew it de.. he dun mean it oso.. so i 'ting ting jiu hao' .. another boring day.. no where to go.. so come home hide in my own shell better.. lol.. so fast sunday le.. haiz.. tml work.. arrrrg.... can i jus enjoy life and not work?

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p/s : actualli there r lots more pics during our trip.. but its not with me now.. so wait till i get it from angelita den contiune lo.. k? stay tune ae~

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Saturday, April 16, 2005Y

our 11th day

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Thursday, April 14, 2005Y

:: 10.04pm ::
jus now wake up ard 9 den watch tv.. hvent makan, so hungry.. waiting for pple to call me out leh.. so damn sianz lo.. how i wish i am in australia now.. lol.. can go there club :p. . haiz my brother,zhen yuan tml goin holiday le.. so good.. hehe.. i noe.. i am better.. i go australia he go malaysia. as long as can enjoy, go where oso good.. right? later goin hubby hse there maybe meet joycelyn la kopi.. stay at home so sianz de.. nothing to do, wake up too late le, all frds go out liao.. iyo! jus now in the noon quarrel with hubby.. shit him lo, ask him question he keep changing topic de.. stuppid rite, cant blame me for angry ar~ he made me so irritated. who ask me so forgiving..haha. hao ba, i will forgive him :p think i better go prepare myself le.. lazy oso.. so muz slowly slowly take my time to change.. haiz.. same old phrase.. W.H.Y am i so confuseD?

::1.48pm ::
alamak.. y am i at home? lol.. of cos la, nv go work :X.. wait! not i lazy to go.. its my hand and leg damn itchy.. scratch until it bled... so later need to go see doc.. if not will get beaten up by selene and joycelyn..whahaha.. ytd kanna beat by joycelyn le.. sobz.. she realli beat me!! so bad of her :P.. now listening to my fav song, almost here.. so nice this song.. very sad de song.. u all go go d/l de song oso ma? dun miss out tis supa dupa nice song k... *wink* nothing to do, jus taken my medicine.. will cause drowsy de.. so wait lo.. wait till i fallen asleep.. and i am so confused again.. have been thinking of him these few days.. dunno y. i noe i shldnt think of him.. tats y i say i am so confused.. y am i thinking of him? y am i confused? *bite me*

y guys r like tat? ytd hao msg me and ask me how is selene le.. haiz.. y cant he ask her himself? y care when he wan to break her heart? iyo.. y muz hurt tat person when u dun wan to be with him/her? and y muz leave them alone and walk away like no body business? isnt love be sweet and memorable? y muz have scars and tears all over? didnt it hurts? W.H.Y

:: this is joycelynn + selenee
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:: joycelyn + lin + selene = bleahz
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:: look at my kuku face!!!!
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:: guess which is whose leg?
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:: selenee + kailinn
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:: Joycelyn + kailinn
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:: 3 little gals posing to take nice pic..
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all the above r taken at singapore post.. heh heh.. thanx for u gals there .. all the way come down from bishan.. so sweet of u all, sorry to give u all so much trouble.. and we realli gossip quite alot of things ar~ *shhhh* lol.. cheers~!

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so itchy

damn it.. my whole hand and leg is so itchy.. and very ugly now.. all red red one patch one patch le.. scratch until it bled.. *pain* but realli very itchy lah.. haiz.. today go work.. den my colleague, jaslyn tok to me.. she ask me to work as perm.. ask me to try it out.. hmm.. shld i? shld i not? hmpz.. dunno how la.. tml muz give answer le.. die die die..

meeting selene and joycelyn today at bishan.. and selene bringing her camera sia.. wahhaah. we r camera freak.. like to take photos.. and my australia trip pics?? hvent upload.. still with angelita.. think she still not free to meet us & upload those pics..

okie.. gtg le.. wun be comin home tonite le.. so i shall end here ba.. take care frds.. love ya..

p/s : anyone noe how to repair labtop? and its cheap? lol.. thanx

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005Y

Ops

Ops.. Today din go work.. Too lazy to go. And I dunno shld I continue as their temp or perm leh.. haiz.. very luan leh.. they treat me very good de,but hoh tat job realli very stress de.. so dun wan to work for perm, but hoh, nan de got company wan me to stay with them,moreover nowadays find job so hard le.. iya.. realli dunno how la.. sianz..

went to watch movie with hubby and joycelyn at jurong point - house of fury.. wow,stephen so yandao de.. and twins r so cute... nice movie.. can try tis movie ar.. den at nite stay at hubby hse, too lazy to sit train go home. before tat go 496 coffee shop with hao,joycelyn and hubby.. me and joycelyn like idiot like tat, sit there do nothing see them color and design for their lion dance logo thing..lol.. but very funny, me and joycelyn keep askin them to paint pink cos we both like pink, of cos la, they didnt head for our advice.. they r guys.. who hate pink..they think pink is kuku for them.. whahaha...

whole body so itchy now.. dunno when den can recover from those rashes.. arrrrg... sobz..

tml going back to work..haiz.. still considering wan to work as perm or temp... pls help me ar....

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bLind + moodLess + paiN

check this song.. my fav.. its so so so nice.. and the lyrics.. its like, u r here,but almost here.. nice and meaniful.. *groan* todaY so sianz.. nothing to do, hubby so bz, cant meet me go shopping, haha.. hvent shop enuff at australia ya, not enuff !! lol.. ^_* and i miss e cinema..... i wan to watch moviessssss. wads new in the list ar? totally very slack and no mood at all.. dunno y.. memories start to flash back in my eyes.. sad.. confused.. arrgg.hate tis feelings.. how i wish i am blind for good. :p..

Rong came jus now.. accompany to see doc.. ohhh..now den i noe y my leg like tat le..its becos of the weather at aust,too dried up.. heh heh.. phew,lucky. And she is sad.. due to ah ger.. iyo.. y nowades so much things happen de? hope she will be ok ba. so sianzzz ar... nothing to do at home, so keep playing this song.Realli wan to cry..but i told myself i cant.. becos i promise not to shed any tears for him.. haiz.. w.h.y

here is the lyrics for the song : Brian_McFadden_&_Delta_Goodrem-_11_-_Almost_Here
Brian: Did I hear you right?
'Cos i thought you said,
Lets think it over.
You have been my life,
And I never planned,
Growing old without you.

Shadows bleeding through the light,
Where the love once shined so bright,
Came without a reason.
Don't let go on us tonight,
Love's not always black and white,
Why haven't I always loved you?

Delta:
And when I need you
You're almost here
And I know thats,
Not enough.
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cos you're only almost here.

Brian:
I would change the world,
If I had a chance,
Oh won't you let me.
Treat me like a child,
Throw your arms around me,
Oh please protect me.

Both: Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered now it hurts.

Brian: Oh havent I always loved you?

Delta: And when I need you
You're almost here
And I know thats,
Not enough.
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
'Cos you're only almost here.

Delta: Oooh oh

Both: Bruised and battered by your words,
Dazed and shattered now it hurts

Brian: Haven't I always loved you?

Delta: But when i need you,
You're almost here

Brian: Well I never knew how far behind I left you

Delta: And when I hold you,
You're almost here

Brian: Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

Both: And now I'm with you,
I'm close to tears

Brian: 'Cos I know I'm almost here.

Both: Only almost here

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Sunday, April 10, 2005Y

i am baccckKKk

hey peeps! yoz.. i am back.. wow.. gone for 12 days realli enjoy myself to the fullest men! and learn alot from those angs..... they r sooo cooL.. and check out those hunks there..there r sooo cute.. lol.. go which part leh? total 6 person,harmizan,angelita,faye,gerald,kenny and meeeee... we travel from perth.. den ard western australia.. for more info.. will continue later... will upload some pics here too.. envy me ... wahahah.. :P and alot of interesting things happen during the 12 days there.. wow.. i realli miss australia..

And now i am backkk.. life continuessss.. my target for next yr winter, wanna go new zealand.. who wanna join? start saving money now ya! hehe.. go slp le.. damn tired..

........ to be continueeeee ........

7.52pm.. i wake up for my dinner.. think go back slp or watch tv better.. i will write a 12 days journal for my 12 days trip in australia one of these days...when all my photos r uploaded ba.. meanwhile.. pls stay tune~ keke.. today is a slpin day.. slp + slp + slp.........

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